Gotten over Her Already

Remember like last month when I said that I was planning to go to NAFA? Well.... it seems that I've lost my desire to study there.

I used to have this great fire for NAFA. I was imagining myself being accepted in, and me being the star student of the music class and finding a sweet girl, with whom I would play duets in romantic piano rooms. (Watching Secret filled me up with too many ideas) But now, it seems I have stopped having this want to go to NAFA.

Let me put it this way. It's like falling in love with a girl and having very strong feelings (Biblical term - eros love) for her, and you having this very strong desire to be with her. Then, after a while, these feelings seem to fade away, and she becomes just a regular person to you, but you still do not rule her out as your future girlfriend.

Yup, that's exactly how I feel with NAFA now. It isn't totally struck off my 'potential choices' list, but I'm quite certain it will not be first choice.

And I've realised I cannot sit at the piano for 4 hours straight. I actually become sian of it! To me, if I were to put NAFA as my first choice, not being able to feel sian after long hours on the piano has to be a requisite.

So, advice of the day: Choosing your school is like choosing your girlfriend!